So I think I figured it out...I was talking to my mom awhile ago on the phone and I was telling her that I was homesick...but I couldn't figure out why. I've never lived with them in Arizona before....though we have been able to visit them quite a bit....but I think it's the sun there! It's ALWAYS sunny! I don't necessarily love the heat there, but I just love how sunny it is all the time! I just makes me happy....her house is always full of sunshine!